I always knew my Journey would be a LONG one...

As we enter the new decade I will be going into my 5th year on YouTube and only then will I be finally implementing my first major reason for beginning this Journey in the first place.

I've created HUNDREDS of videos documenting and sharing full days of my life as well as video series highlighting my growth and development with various 'experiments' that cover weeks, months and years of my life and although I have all this content out there I still feel extremely disconnected from others. I have to say that it's not easy having literally your whole life as well as your deepest theories and visions for the world out there for others to analyze and review yet still feel like no one understands you or what you're creating.

I find so many people 'walk into a chapter of my life' by watching a select few of my videos (which is more like a sentence on a page in a chapter of my life) and they assume they know who I am or why I'm doing all this.

I'm just here being me and sharing my experiences with the world.

Although I appreciate all the amazing support and love that comes from sharing myself and there are some things I want to 'challenge' with my short time on this planet I'm not trying to 'impress you' or 'be inspirational' or 'to gain clout/notoriety' (although all this comes 'with the job' so to say).

Please don't judge my Journey (or the Journey of others) based on a sliver of life you're walking into. It's highly doubtful you truly understand who I am, what I'm trying to do, the thoughts in my head and what I want after watching a few of my videos and this is the future of many others similar to myself who are taking a similar path in regards to life documentation.

It will take the summation of my life on this planet for others to truly understand the point behind it all....

So keep judging.

Keep telling me what I should do or how I should live or how I should present myself to the World because you must be doing it right....